It’s been exactly one month.

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The number 21 was always a significant number for me. My dad passed away on the 21st.

21 is a strange number for me.

2/21 my father passed away

She was born at 10:21

3/21 my baby girl passed away

4/21 my parents wedding anniversary.

This week has been hard. I feel like a CRAZY person. I feel so many ups and downs. I’m happy and then I’m sad. I’m angry and then I’m grateful. It is exhausting feeling these abundance of feelings. Going from highs to lows. My heart hurts but I’m hoping it will heal too.

Everyday I think about you, Mina. I think about you would of been. What you would of done. I honestly believe the world was not ready for you.  You would have moved mountains.  and lets be real the world couldn’t handle you.

My heart hurts extra hard today.

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Hi I'm Fatima. This blog is really just a way for me to cope. To express everything I can, and to help me move on. I didn't write it for others to read, but I published it because somewhere out there someone may feel, what I feel. This is for my Baby Girl, Mina. I loved you from the moment I knew about you. I will never be the same again.

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