I’m a planner. I like to plan everything. Everything in my relationship has gone as expected. I had a timeline, get married, buy a house, finish school, have a baby. We where doing things as planned. Well, life sometimes doesn’t go as planned. I was looking forward to taking a year off, raising my baby girl, and just enjoying my time with her.
I don’t have that to look forward to. For the first time in my life, I don’t know what I’ll do. I had everything figured out, and now the anxiety is kicking in.
What do I do now? Where do I go from here? I think I’ll be lost for a while, but thats okay. I need to find myself again.
Things have been hard. I’ve realized its okay to not have a plan. My heart hurts, and it needs to heal.
Incompetent and Resilient 