People become so awkward when they don’t know what to say. Everyone has been asking me, ” Do you feel better now?”. How do I answer that? YES, I feel so much better now that I’m no longer pregnant.
I get it. they are asking about the physical pain. The physical pain was the easy part. It’s the emotional pain that hurts the most.
I lost a baby.
I get it, its hard. You don’t know what to say. However, if one more person tries to make me feel better by saying ” Your young you can always have another child”. I will explode!!!!!!!
Just because I can have more children in the future doesn’t mean I didn’t want the one I was supposed to have!!
I feel like no one knows how I truly feel, because they cannot relate.
It feels like I have had my heart ripped out of my chest, stomped on, and put back into my body.
It feels like I’m drowning in the ocean, and everyone sees me but no one can help me.
It feels like I’m missing something, and I’m looking for it but its no where to be found.
It feels like a piece of my heart is missing.
It doesn’t feel good.
Yet, I’m expected to just move on. To continue with my normal life, when nothing feels normal anymore.
How can I move on? It’s not easy.
She was a part of me, and now she’s gone.
Incompetent and Resilient 